hey you, my favorit north carolinian hotty..!!
thanks for taking so much time to post some nice heart warming messages..!! my god, you just stay the sweetest north carolinian girl i've ever met..!!
that must have been one helluva good guy that told you these wise lines about the most important person in ones life, can i meet him, i think i need that right here, right now..!!
no sweat, Q.T., i ain't gettin' depressed..!! never ever, i'm way too much a positive character, i just feel that being tired all day wears me out physically...

and even though the apnea is getting worse, i still have the cpap and have set the pressure a bit higher, i'll live..!!
since there's only one doctor in our country that has specialized on this multi-level-surgery, i just have to wait, it would be nice ( for a lot of good reasons

) to have that surgery overthere but at this moment, i couldn't simply afford the trip and i'm afraid the medical costs wouldn't be paid for...