lizbeth_dawn

heeey Q.T..!!

damn, i have not received any text message.. this must be the first time in ages i have been on the forum... what a nice coinscedence to meet you here..!!

i hope that we will be able to talk a bit, later... i am just feeling down, tired and counting the days till surgery... another 12 nights to go...

be good, enjoy the dancing and perhaps we'll talk later...

kus en knuf, BEF T1Z a.s.o.

xoxoxoxxoxo

dikkie

yeah, tits and ***, lol.

they didn't ask, so i didn't tell. but i made it very clear that i wasn't exclusive, lol.

well i was dating four women for a while there. 21, 22, 28, and 38. i hit a broad range with them three. now i'm just down to the 21 and 28 year olds, lol.

yoh, Q.T..!!

i'm pretty much okay, no worries..!!

i'm just not very communicative at the moment... rest asure, you're not the only one feeling ignored ), i don't mean to be "silent" though..!! i'm just so effing tired that i don't spend much time talking to anyone, lately...

i wanna sleep and wake up refreshed, it's just a major screwed up situation that i have to at least wait another 3 months for the surgery... i'm devastated..!!

oh well, i'l live..!! ( don't ask how but i'll live..!! ) it's a mind over matter thing now, the spirit is still strong, it's the effing body that is tired, sooooo tired...

enough about me..!! yikes, it seems like i'm just ranting..!!

how do you do, lately..?? everything under control..?? how's the hand..??

kus en knuf, etcetera etcetera...

xoxoxoxoxox

dikkie

i'm doing good. been crazy busy, as normal. how about you?

love you lots babe.. be good, i'm missing you too, it's really about time we talk soon..!!

for now, bed time..!!

kus en knuf, the whole razmatazz and give all that love me a big hug/kiss or whatever... and have one yourself too...

nighty night, babe...

dikkie

besides, you could waaaaay better take care for me when i'm in a good shape, if you get my drift...lol... ( you may still wear that sweet nurse outfit..!! DAMN BIG GRIN..!! )

i was just catching up on the forum so it took me some time before i noticed you wrote the messages... can you forgive me or do i get punished for that..??

it's not all bad news, next week the fund has to bring in its final reply ( wednesday the 22nd ) so i hope to know what's gonna happen end of next week..!! keep that fingers crossed, ( use the good hand for that, how's the other one doing..?? ) cause i think it has to be good...

i could really use a good news message on that, i'm getting a bit ( understatement ) impatient, right now...

i hope to be talking to you soon, for now, it's time to go out with the dogs, get my head clear and have some sleep...

hey you, my favorit north carolinian hotty..!!

thanks for taking so much time to post some nice heart warming messages..!! my god, you just stay the sweetest north carolinian girl i've ever met..!!

that must have been one helluva good guy that told you these wise lines about the most important person in ones life, can i meet him, i think i need that right here, right now..!!

no sweat, Q.T., i ain't gettin' depressed..!! never ever, i'm way too much a positive character, i just feel that being tired all day wears me out physically... and even though the apnea is getting worse, i still have the cpap and have set the pressure a bit higher, i'll live..!!

since there's only one doctor in our country that has specialized on this multi-level-surgery, i just have to wait, it would be nice ( for a lot of good reasons ) to have that surgery overthere but at this moment, i couldn't simply afford the trip and i'm afraid the medical costs wouldn't be paid for...

anyway, we are just taking it easy, i try to relax as much as i can..!! i'm not much on any forum lately, i just can't concentrate on the reading and writing very much and just don't feel like it, there are no funny things coming from the keyboard so i just be quiet and let it be...

i'm still not giving in, am keeping the spirit up but it costs more and more energy to be the happy dikkie...

kus en knuf, BEF T1Z a.s.o.

xoxoxoxoxoxox

dikkie